25 October, 2006

iie left home x.x

iie really dunch know whard tuh do siahs . iie hate the whole family . they are suspecting that iie smoke , of course iie denied . then they always badmouth jacq . iie really dunch wanna be treated this way . iie hate them alot . they dunch respect me . they respect the maids more . iie really wished that they could change , just a little . iie dunch wish tuh be stucked in between my friends and parents . iie want more freedom and love . iie dunch wish ppl tuh control me . iie hate everyone mans . they wannt me tuh change my behavior . iie am changingg , iie told them . but they dunch believe . they believe everyone else except me and jacq . iie have nothing tuh say .

now iie have been pon-ing school . then smokingg . so whard , who cares . iie dunch care , iie just want my parents tuh change . iie am always tuh so called criminal at home . and all the other ppl are the police . (: . they are always searchingg my bags and touching my stuffs . iie hate them mans . iie need my privacy okays . they also should get my permission first . my mum is very very emotional . iie know that they love me alot , but they used the wrong method . their ways of teaching their kid is NORT suitable for me . now iie am with my friends . in her house . didn't go school . my dad suddenly called me . iie told him that iie will be home a few days later . iie wont respect them until they are willing tuh change . iie already told them that iie wont be home if they get mad . my mum is always the one who gets the wrong idea of my friends and always scolding my friends . iie always listen tuh them and iie dunch dare tuh do anything except talking back tuh them .

iie would really wish that iie have done something . but now , iie have already do somethings . iie am leaving home . noone can stop me . iie am hopeless , according tuh my parents . so whye do they need me when iie am a useless brat tuh them . iie hate ppl lykk them , PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CHANGE . I AM BEGGING ALL OF YOU TUH CHANGE . iie dunch lykk my parents as they dunch believe me and instead , they believed the maids . the maids also get alot alot of attention and respect from my parents . whye carnn iie ? now iie am shure that iie'm leave home . no one taught me tuh do it . iie just felt lykk leaving home . they can change de , iie know . it seriously takes time . iie smsed my mum telling her nort tuh worry . seriously , nothing will happened tuh me . my parens are now asking me tuh go back or they will call the police . seriously iie dunch care . police , so whard ? they evem called renzo , wharddhehell . nabeii , iie really damn scared and dulan liao . knn . iie feel very threatened at home . iie will go back a few days later . iie promise .

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