iiemisshym x.x

iie dunch even know whye did iie let hym go . whye did iie listened to dhe others & let dhe person iie love most so hurt . whenever iie talk to hym in msn , asking hym to learn how to let go , my heart hurts alot alot . iie miss hym loads . iie miss hym tons . everyone was saying iie made dhe right choice when iie broke up with hym . budd it just doesn `t seem right . iie really loved hym , whye did iie made our relationship drift apart . his fantasy is mine , mine is his . budd maybe we're not ready for challenges . iie `ll make us drift apart , letting hym be used to times without me . he told me he `s not ok , he forbids me for having another bf . iie can `t stop hym . iie was wrong , iie broke his heart . call me attention seeker , heart breaker or promise breaker . iie am what you guys say . haiis . iie can `t think of any ways for hym to forget me .

&& yesterday iie `ve chatted with zhiyin for awhile . she `s totally a changed person . all she cared about was her cute cute , OH SO CUTE de stead . she `ve always been chatting with audi der friends . iie really missed her . zann , you're right . iie `ve lost douglas , iie `ve lost zhiyin . budd iie didn't even lose you . we still have each other . iie really dunch like zhiyin de pangseh attitude . she liddat , pro lorhs . zann , you are always right . zhiyin can `t see that
we rock more , we are better friends . she really pangseh us until like shiet lorhs . budd iie can `t really scold her for being with her audi friends . maybe she just think we habbo friends are ]] orbit & outdated [[ nnd always give her troubles . so she sticked with her auddii friends . although iie quiitedd habbo nonq nonq tyme ago . budd iie didnn `t pangseh anyone who didn `t pangseh me . iie really dunno whard `ve gona into zhiyin to have made her become so ..... different . now iie can `t even talk to her properly , she `ve changed alot . haiis . people change so easily , should iie change too ? iie hate seeing her pangseh us . iie seriously miss her norhs .

yesterday , miss chow asked me through msn whether if iie am free next tuesday . go tampines mall , she treats pizza . LOL . cool right , iie `m gonna make her broke huh . LOLs . & make shure she `ll make me fat . iie miss dhe nice nice taste oubb pizzas .

then at orchard , go into the lan shop , saw hongan . lols . iie asked hym accompany me until 8.3opm . he so ke lian luhs . lolol . talking about hongan , iie miss jacq loads . lykk so nonq never meet her lerhs . tyme trally pass lykk WHULALA . one shot nnd she `s gone outta oubb your life . haish .

sunday gonna meet zhiyin , kang & yongen . hope dhat we four put our sadness away & play till' we `re mad . iie really dunch want anything tuh go wrong on dhat day . we `ll be happy till dhe end of dhe day . we `re gonna party till' we fainted . & we `ll be dhe maddest of dhe mad .
haish . hope everything turns putt just fine .

ohyeaps , kenneth . iie dyed my hair back tuh brown okays . cause getting results back . mye mum dunch want mye hair lykk angmohs . =.=x