Wootsa! LOL. Olive went over for a sleepover on Friday. Went to Kallang airport there& eat. X:. Then after doing some puzzle she slept like a log! Then ahnic went to my house's outside. I woke olive up and said ahnic reach my house le. She woke up, looked at me. & said she wants to sleep. God, ahnic& ahlee they all are not in good terms le. I really dont know what's wrong with them. Heard tha ahjack tio beaten up then ahnic& xiaoheiKOR didnt help. But they didnt help because they couldnt help. Complicated situation. Nevermind. I dont know who to follow le lah. The one who treat me the very very best is ahnic. But ahlee& andy they all treat me also quite good. Haish. Anyway. Went to expo yesterday with ahnic, jacq, olive, ahjohn& elieen. I went there cause I wanted to go church. But in the end, I end up selling pen. It's hard to sell alright. I really cant sell de lor. I scared paiseh mah, so bobian. :X. Then hor, saw weekeongKOR with christopher& the rest. Then when I was working, I kept smsing with amelia. Sheila, guihou, natelie& jinliang also went there. :DD. Four chiobus lah! Sexyy sia they all. At about 8pm+, Matthew came with Larry. I went to him& I said I am xialan. zz. LOL. Who ask him scold me xialan. Then my three rings dropped one was rolling& nearly dropped into the drain. Matthe kept sayying drop drop. I gan him sia. I told him if my ring really drop I wont hesitate to slap him. Then I said I'm not scared of him. He still gan me back, he said," I got say I scared of you mah?". Waa fuck, I really dulan sia. I told him dont be so laulan. =.=. Then I walked away. Matthew buaysong then he went home le. Hahas. That was so great lah! :X. Worked for a very very very very long time. Olive was great in selling pens! Envyenvy. Hahas. It was finally finally 9pm+. &I went home :DD. Then this morning, my dad caught my cigarettes. zzz. I didnt say anything sia. Then my dad go call ahnic. Nevermind. Anyways, I'm the one who wanted to buy it. It's not ahnic's cigarettes.

We're madd. :X


She got nothing better to do than to admire her pretty face(:

In the morning still zilian. Zzz.

Woots! I got my phone back. Actually, I got it back last night. (:. &I have been talking to this guy. Who I dont know. =.=x. Then after awhile, I have to hang. Cause my maids were watching. Then liangg called me. God, I ant chat with him. So sorry boy. :X. Then todayy I woke up damn damn damn late. I smsed liangg. He didnt reply. So guess he's still sleeping. Then Olive came to my house. Then we went to meet ahleeKOR& the rest. Erms, Nicol, banling, andy, andy's stead, ahjack, huijuan, brandon& kinda alot more. Heard that all of them hate cyndi le. Haish. How could this happen man. Then heard from banling that Cyndi likes ahjack. Wth. Then banling is ahjack de stead. Complicated sia. But this matter that I have ahjack they all, cant let cyndi know. Yea, they really dont like cyndi, especially banling. Then, yeah. Went home. Actually I was damn despo to findd peopl to lend me money to buy cigarettes. But after calling so many people, they were all outside. So, Went to buy bubbletea instead. I want my bubbletea with MINIPEARLS! Hahas, reminds me of alvin& the rest. Hahas, minipearls minipearls. Rock on! :DD. Then the person who sells bubbletea hor, olive say quite shuaii. Okayy lah, can agree lah. But who cares? :X. Hahas. Got back my phone means got pictures to show le wor! :DD. &Now I have people playing piano for me. I have background music! (:. Olive's playing the piano sia. LOLOL!

JacqLAOGONG, me, juliaBABE, donDIDI, alvin, melvinGANLAOGONG(:. &look at alvin& melcin busyy drinking their.. Minipearls!

Me& Jacq looks mad lah!

Me& laogongg norhs. LOL.

LOL. I also look mad lah!

Yeap. A real slacker called angela. (:.

Laogong, me& ganlaogong (:.

Teckheng :D. LOL!

AhleeKOR, BrandonKOR, NicolKOR, andyKOR& banlingJIE (:

All andy ask me upload for him de lah! :X. His handd. =.=x

Emo kia want to show off tatto only. (:

Ahlee kor used my phone when was sleeping. Everyone was sleeping le. Cept' ahbao, jacq, ahjack, ahlee& cyndi.

Ahlee take de lah, ahjack with his new tatto :D.

Ahlee de new tatto. =.=. He dont know how to take properly lah!

Ahjack kor.

Ahjack de angkong.

My first day of school. :D. Thursdayy.

Secondd day of school. Used jinxin's phone.

I just went to friendster& saw what matthew wrote to me. He wrote me a comment. He says,"don't be so xl lar...." I really dont know what to do. I know I've becomed more& more guailan& xialan. I've become like that for a reason. I've been more bad tampered too. But it's not only I've changed. I guarantee that matthew did change too. He have also becomed more& more guailan. I really am cooling down. I have no mood to do things. Noone can cheer me up. I really hate this feeling. Could anyone try cheering me up. This kind of feeling is making me feel worser than usual. I really dont know what to do. The police really looking for me le lah. I know it isnt that serious. I realised that I am running away from every problems that I am facing. Reality is, I cant do anything. I feel damn freakked out. Bedok& Yiochukang de police station. I need to go to both of those places on Monday. I really dont want to go to bedok der. I cant. I dont want to sabo anyone. I mean, who likes to be saboed? Sabo people, in the end if people buay song also tio whack. I dont know lar. I dont even know how Cyndi is facing ahlee& the rest. I dont even know what is happeningg to them. Really very long never contact them lerr. I really want back my phone. Haish. Matthew, Jacq& charlotte& the rest, I dont know what to do le lar. Our friendship is fading away le. I mean, your friendship& mine. It isnt good at all.
I wish that everything in life changed for me.
I wish that there was someone good for me.
I wish that there is someone there for me.
I wish that there wouldnt be anyone in the wrong.
I wish that everything would vanish into thin air.
I wish that God give me a chance to prove myslf right.
I wish that nothing in this world ever goes wrong.
I wish I wish I wish I wish that I couldnt wish.
Cause none of the wishes that I've wished have ever came true. None of them.
One last wish.
I wish upon those stars that god showed me in the sky that you will always be here for me.